hephep.. horaiiii...!!!!

hehehe... k.. fin my 1st report (grp) for presentation.. contains 35 pgs. plus ack + preface + appendix = 40 pgs. okla tuh..

d' test dh dpt info.. so hav to write jer balik.. kertas A4 plak tinggl kat gumh klu tak bole siapkan... tp xpe.. bole buat DOL ngn analysis dulu.. ;) waaa.. aja aja fighting..!!!!! yup.. u can do it shikin..!!!!!

pasni touring SAP jap.. rindu plak kat SAP..!!! huh..!!!

crack.....

huh.. confirm..!!! i'm d' only gurl in d' office.. they told me they'll come.. but rasenyer tak kot.. i'm aloneeee... tp takpe.. ade 3 guys accompany me.. huhuuu..

currently tgh abiskan my choc milk.. -dutch lady.. 500ml.. hehe..

assign yg kner anta on 3rd May n smuer x siap lg..:
-Grouping ~ presentation report, role play report
-Individual ~ DOL, V. tapping, VT report, Role play analysis/comment, take home test

my next paper:
-HRU ~ 2nd May
-IBM ~ 10th May
-Global ~ 13th May

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it's hard for me to explain
but also hard for me to keep it alone..

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waaa... malunyer..:((

oooo noooo... i'm been fooled by someone.. huh.. malu siot.. giller.. cm nak nangis jer... waaaaa... segan..segan..!!!!!

just me..;)

ckp dgn diri sendiri kekadang best gak..;) n me always do tht.. i dun mention here tht syer ni tak btul.. but if u try talking to ur self.. mmg best bangat rasanyer.. maybe its my habit.. always mention to myself wht to do next.. n wht to do now.. n wht shld me do.. why i'm like tht.. n happy talking to myself when job fin-ed.. bla..bla..bla.. i dun knw since when i'm strt talking to myself.. but its fun.. and again.. why bother others said u're loosing ur mind.. if tht can make u happy.. btul tak..?

-me just me-

stranger in me..

again.. why bother others said..?! hate those feelingssss..
hate to wait.. yup admit.. it feels weird when u dun even know wht exactly u waiting for..
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wht’s wrong wif me..?
why I’m so scared..?
will someone save me..?
there were moments I lived without light on my side
why me keep on missing the small things..
feel like stranger to myself..
yeah.. there’s a stranger in me..
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hmmm....

suddenly br realise tht TM blocked all my fav link.. accept my enovel & my blog.. hahahah.. but i think next few months.. thse link will be blocked too.. yup.. i'm 100% sure.. definitely..!!!!
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today.. penat sgt..!!! byk sgt kjer...!!!! the most penat thing was.. -prepare ITPRC nyer paper... waduhhh.. but it's fun.. yup really..really fun.. haa.. remmber last nite i said tht my bos 'll be on leave today kan.. but dia dtg td.. hahhahaa... sian.. he canceled his leave.. gor few mtg to be attended.. and currently he still in d' mtg.. ;P
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kla.. nak pi legal to sttle our grpnyer contract jap.. pastu trus balikla.. tak larat dh ni... huhuhu...:P:P

esok..

tomorrow.. friday.. 27th Apr..
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org yg cuti esok dlm my grp..:
-my boss, en. sabri, adilah (half day), kak ct
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though my bos cuti esok.. but still hav be a PA gak.. sbb CIO tak cuti. n me kner jaga dier esok.. already checked his schedule n ada guest plak tu.. already advice kak ct not to put any appt. tomorrow in his schedule but he suddenly rqst la plak.. waduh.. hehheee... tp pape pon ok gak.. kurus sket sbb sik berlari2 pi my tpt n his off.. bole marathon nih.. huhuhu..:P
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esok rasanya my schedule ketat bangat.. hav to prepare paper for ITPRC Mtg on 3rd ni.. esok gak nak kner distribute those ke committee.. + kner clean up SAP Sys.. + update leave kat sys.. -only me hav d' ID utk msk adminnyer.. n yup.. bole jer mintak tlg org lain.. but they still hav to log in thru my id.. n my id bole msk other application terutama part financial.. n soooo bahayer klu pass d' id to others.. ^-^
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esok cadang nak mkn kat gulai kawah ngn nurul.. tp rasenyer tokle kot sbb tomorrow kner dok kat cio's office.. + ada byk kerojer kner siapkan.. :(
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hmm.. *wink*

-today... wearing kebaya.. waaa dh gemok... + dh tinggi hahahahaha..:P
-esok.. half day pg.. then on 9th half day ptg.. yea..yeaaaaa... :)
-10th, 17th & 18th.. full day on leave - she's back.. waaa gebestt btull.. huhuhu..:)
-currently tgh denga lg forever - initial D
-27th apr - make sure all papers to be incld in ITPRC dh received.. mai..mai.. sapa nak mintak duit.. huhuhu..:P
-3rd May - ITPRC ~ morning (big committee)
-4th May - ITPRC ~ morning (small committee) & QAC ~ afternoon session

major thng yg still pending :
-RFQ update ~ QAC - SAP
-PR release

titas..titas..

hmm.. though dh ngantuk bangat.. + hav to read d' TITAS thing.. but still wanna jot sumthing here.. hehe.. tetiber nak tulih mender nih plak..

when i'm near.. u jauh..
when i'm far.. u dekat la plak..
but pape pon..
i still hav to fin read those titas.. coz ths wed u're really..really near..
waaa... wa takut sama kamula.. hahahhaa...:P:P
k.. titas.. here i come to dl u dlm otak i.. yeaahaaaaaa......

tiada dikau.. tiada makna..

"Tiada Dikau... Tiada Makna..."

baca title pon dh tau sedeh.. yup.. just fin read ths e-novel.. mmg sedeh.. sib baik bacer kat gumah.. klu bacer kat opis.. huh taktau ape jd..

~antara petikan dr e-novel ini..

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Jangan diucap selamat tinggal
Pada diriku yang menantikanmu
Telah kau tunai seribu janji
Satu kau mungkiri
Hidup bersamaku

Tidakkah kau kasihan kepadaku
Yang mengharapkan cintamu
mengalir airmataku merintih dalam pilu
bila kau berlalu

Serikan semula mahligai hati yang lara
Bertahun lamaku tunggu
Bertaut cinta yang Satu
Berikan ku cinta sembuhkanlah luka lama
Selagi kasih membara
Daku setia selamanya

Jangan diucapkan perpisahan
Sayup suaramu
Membuaikan rindu
Pasrahku didalam kerinduan
Kasihku padamu
Subur dihatiku

Alunan lagu Sarah Raisudin begitu meruntun jiwa ku ketika ini. Bait liriknya bagaikan gambaran hidupku yang sedang merindu. Entah berapa kali hari ini lagu itu beralun di radio dan setiap kali ia keudara, seolah-olah ia membawa aku kembali kepada kisah semalamku. Aku memerhatikan ummi yang keluar masuk bilik membantuku berkemas sekaligus menamatkan lamunanku.

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“Puan, ini jurnal peribadi arwah. Dia mahu saya serahkan kepada puan di hari pembacaan wasiat” Shaffiza menyerahkan sebuah buku yang dijilid cantik. Gambar pertama kami di Old Traffod menghiasi muka hadapan jurnal itu. Beberapa keping gambar lama kami di London termasuk gambar di hari perkahwinan kami menghiasi kulit belakangnya. Aku selak helaian demi helaian jurnal itu. Tiada Dikau, Tiada Makna…tajuk jurnal itu. Aku tidak mampu untuk terus menyelak helaian berikutnya, terlalu sarat dengan kenangan.

more..? pls visit ths link..

http://forum.cari.com.my/viewthread.php?tid=247316&extra=page%3D1&page=1

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kebakaran...

hmm.. last friday ada kebakaran kat opis... it's not really bad sebenarnyer.. just smoke.. a biggg smoke.. we thought the Mtom just wanna play with the bell.. hahaha... but yup.. really..reallyy.. ada smoke outside our office.. ours at level 45. and the smoke came from 46. -tenant nyer floor la nih..

supposedly we have to go down by stairs but.. yerla org degil2 cm kitorg ni mner nak ikut stairs.. we hop to the lift.. cehh... dgn banggernyer plak tu naik lift..:P n of course we all have to make sure all of our team cukup.. mner la tau ada yg terrentung plak kan..nauzubillah... :P n.... waaaa... en Hamzan xde.. hahahahaa... ms tu kelam kabut call dier.. he's d' only one frm our side yg turun guna tangger.. habis basah baju...yerla.. it's 45th floor... kesiannn.. hahahhahaa...

tp yg bestnyer kan.. dia belanjer we all mkn + minum kat San France yg kat lobby tu.. best..best... :)

who cares anyway wht's d' title..:P

miss her soo muchh... cepat balik..!!!!
yeaaaaa.... peksa time... gulp..
i can see now d' SAP calling for me.. "shikin...shikin.... " huh.. menakutkan..
d' magic of d' rainbow.. really makes me cry.. opss tergembeng plak..:P

gembeng... hmm.. dulu tak tau pon kewujudan perkataan ni.. till la my fwen ni perkenalkan.. hahahaa.. thanks bro..:) tmbah satu lg perkataan dlm kamus hidup saya.. hahaha..:P:P

5am...

it's almost 5am. but still xbole tdo.. why.. i dun know n dun even wanna know..
suddenly sedeh plak..

i'm full...

k.. already recharge my energy...366 kcal... hahahaha... fin 500ml choc dutch lady in just less thn 10 mins.. ke 5 minss.. huhuhu.. waa.. i'm full... now can cont. my work..

feeling smart.. :P

supposedly i'm published this entry last friday nite.. huhuhu...:P

hahahhaa... i'm feeling smart konon..:P whatever.. they ask me to pick one.. so decided to pick "smart" hahahaha... hmm... bz gak td kat office.. prepare for ITPRC's Mtg next monday... byk plak paper nak msk sitting kali ni.. the big committee up to 10 papers to be presented.. small committee pon samer.. smuer lumber2 nak mintak approval.. ya..ya... new yr means.. new project.. hahahhahaa... mmg costly.. huh...

few hours ago.. just finished answering my IBM test.. abis jer prepare paper for ITPRC td... nearly 6.45pm.. so sempat lgla nak survey2 ape yg ptt kat dlm buku tu.. my test start at 8.15pm. so, me just have half an hour to study for test.. pastu kner drive pi kelas plak.. last nite cadang nak bacer gak.. but end dgn buku bacer sayer.. hahahahhaa.... during lunch hour pi mkn kat secret recipe plak.. so x sempat nak bacer ms lunch hour td.. tp alhmdullh... apa yg dok selak2 setengah jam tu.. klua dlm test... alhmdullh...:) kire point2 dh adela.. isi just goreng jer.. hahahahhaa... n naib baik sempat smpi utk jawab test.. yerla..dtg2 jer td.. org smuer dh tekun jawab test.. klu jln tak jem.. gerenti sempat smpi.. huh.. tp papepon.. my test dh slamt jawab dh.. n whtever the result is.. i hav to admit it coz.. wht u pay tu yg u dpt kan.. so i'm not paying the max price.. so when the mrks rendah.. dun blame the price.. hahaahaaa... tp rasa insyaAllah kot.. ok kot.. aminnn..