miss all my frennss soooo much..

~get this interesting stuff from kak azra-upm.. sorry ek amik.. huhuhu

"seminit utk menghancurkan seseorg.. sejam utk menyukai seseorg.. tetapi.. mengambil seluruh kehidupan utk melupakan seseorg.."

betull.. damn true..
when we start our school.. not easy to find someone who can fits us right..
we dun even know them..
but later, we start chatting.. smile.. laugh.. and even cry together
then we became frenss.. very gud frenss..
and now, here i am.. missing all my frennsss out there..
really miss you guysss...

today = sunday..!!!

this weekend same as last weekend..
waste my time.. watching tv..
but the differ..
my mom's not here..
balik kg tgk atok..
tonight insyaAllah she'll be back..
coz tomorrow.. we'll start working..

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17th Jan 2007

yesterday..
check my frienster and found '1 msg unread' ohh.. it's from my fellow fren, izni.. she's getting married this feb. so she need my add to send the card.. so.. i replied and congrats her.. hmm.. when i received this kind of msg.. something pop in my mind.. we're getting older and older.. but still i haven't grab my dreams yet.. insyaAllah someday 'll.. aminnn...

today..
8.30am-12.30pm, went for briefing - finance , SAP briefing. i thought this 'll teach me on how to use the SAP Sys. but.. they just go through the new account sys and not even touch bout SAP Sys.. hmmm... so ape lg.. ngntuk la.. thank god it just half day session. if it's whole day.. kua la ketidakdisiplinanku untuk mengescapekan diri dr briefing tu.. nnti terserlahla keperibadianku yg murni lg tulus suci ni.. seganla klu org smuer puji ngn keupayaanku ni.. huhuhu..

currently my mind flew for..
how to create short movie (30mins).. it's not movie actually.. it's more to counseling session but involve real conversation.. with me inside as helper and other person as helpee.. this v.taping is officially confidential and only helper..helpee.. and my beloved lect jer yg tau bout the topic.. coz inside this we'll discuss bout personal prob.. and normally it'll comes with a lot of emotions and feelings..

some are real..

i'm suppose to post this jiwang poem last week but dun have time to publish it.. ;(

last night i had a dream..
it seems real
he left me without saying gudbye..
i can feel that was our last meet..
i thought i won't feel anything..
but.. it really hurt inside..
feeling like to cry..
but so many people there..
had to hold my tears..
and all my frenss are there..
so.. had to keep on smile..
even my heart still want to cry..
is it true he'll leave me in reality..?
people said dreams comes backward in real..
so, is it me who'll left him..?
and if do, will he cried..?